11-23-2011

Cards today:

The Tower

The 3 of Swords

The 9 of Wands

Ahhh yes that is more like it.  I knew they were lying yesterday with the lovers, 2 of cups, and 6 of cups lol.  (Actually they weren’t lying, I’m just feeling bitter so I wanted to say that.)

That reminds me of a dream I had last night.  I had 3 apartments (hmmm) and I was trying really hard to pack up and move my furniture out into the new place.  My ex wasn’t there at all, but my first ex was and he was acting like a jerk, getting drunk and making things impossible, tapping the glass windows with a hammer just hard enough to crack it but not enough to break out the glass.  Actually now that I think of it, I think both my exes were combined into one person.  I hadn’t paid rent in a long time and the landlord was really excited I was finally going.  I had a lot of furniture I really liked.  The toilets were clogged up and the bathtubs had weird swollen floating things in them.

So the Tower huh?  *internal*Ok, whatever, I don’t really care, come on then.

The 3 of Swords? *external*   Every time I get this card I have to make myself not read it negatively.  I think in general it is good but still my first thought is that its a broken heart.  Yes my heart feels very broken, but at the same time I think there is something up there in the ethers just waiting to come down (in the 4 of Swords).  Maybe just the tension of such a thing feels like a broken heart – painful and compelling, pulling, and with nowhere to go (yet) it hurts.

The 9 of Wands *advice from spirit*.  Now this is an interesting card, it kind of goes with the one I had last night, the 7 of Wands which told me things are the way they are supposed to be and part of me knows it.  This card is far more….active?  completing?  Coupled with the other two cards here, I could say that the Tiger is the Tower and the Flame is the Dove.  I will, today, or I should try, or no, I will, ride the lightning struck tower and hold the divine dove in my hand.  I don’t have to like it.  Liking it and feeling good have nothing to do with it.  Happiness has nothing to do wtih it.

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