Tonight’s work. Again I added a card sized scan; I like seeing what they look like that size and thought you might too. It puts things in perspective.
Well, I haven’t really mentioned it to anyone but my feeling of missing something is starting to turn into depression and still I don’t even know why. Beyond the usual stresses there is nothing.
I feel like I am just wandering around looking for whatever it is that isn’t there. And yet, I am getting a lot done, keeping on top of stuff.
You would think if I was reflecting the 8 of Cups I would have some mastery or insight into where my emotions are coming from. I’ll have to think about that. Perhaps I don’t have instant recognition but I have the skills to figure it out and even take care of it, that’s a good thought:)
It’s late so I’m heading off to bed, I think I will meditate on it, see if I can follow the out of place feeling down and see what is at the root. Good night.